Why I started writing...

They say, I write well... They say my words are beautiful... Well... I don’t think so..!! I believe in a simple entity... Behind every beautiful thing, there is always some kind of pain..! Yeah, Pain…!! Pain behind words… I started writing when I took more than I can handle. I started writing when I lost my soul, my heart. There is reason why they call my words “Gehri Batain” or “Halki Aaanch Pay Philosophy” because these things are sometimes too difficult, Too dense to handle.. I believe when you are drenched in the love, a true love, it gives birth to a whole New Person, it changes you.. love changes your mind, how you live, how you think, how you behave, your words choice, your dictionary and terminology as well as expressions... everything changes! 
I believe Love helps to understand the relationship between You, your love, your soul and Your creator...!! They say love is death, I believe them. Yeah, love is death!! But for me Death never means the death of physical death!! Why to mention death of this mortal body which eventually would come one day but I know about a death within... a death of your individual self… death of 'I'….so that it can finally relive in 'you'! This is the same thing as “Ranjha Ranjha Kardi ni Main Apay Ranjha Hoii” .. Death of I finally ends in birth of another you..! So death is celebrated in Love, it’s nothing to mourn or be sad about, but it’s celebrated as a wedding day, when u finally united with the One....When you die for the one…!!!! There comes a time in love when beloved become so important that you forget  about yourself...and all you can think of is the object of his love, that object become love… death….life, prayer.. Everything........!!!

My words narrate the strong devotion of a lover towards the beloved...!! I believe that worldly love becomes the beginning of other worldly love..!! However the paradigm of both love are same, and pass through the same level, of self-annihilation.  The day you die...in love you immediately are reborn in the object of your love…so it’s not a death but a reunion with the beloved...!!!